Sometimes i just wanna be normal . Why can’t i just be one of those niggas that ask for sex or head or some shit . Naw , i just HAVE to be different , i have to care … i have to have feelings . I hate that shit .
I can’t get close , i just can’t . I don’t wanna go through that feeling of a long distance relationship , and loving someone who you will have slim chances in seeing . That shit ain’t fun . I did that shit before , and i end up hurting myself . Lets not go down this path again Dutch .